Someday [Chapter 2]
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mysteriousgal11Pairing: YamaJima, ChiiTaro, OkaJima and YamaChii
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Will someday their feelings be mutual? Yuto love Yamada but Yamada on the other hand love Chinen.
Chapter 2
Chinen knows that he’s the reason why the relationship of Yuto and Yamada never worked. He’s guilty every time he sees Yuto sad because of the cold response Yamada always give him. He wanted to help but he doesn’t get the opportunity knowing that he’ll only make things worse. He turned down Yamada’s confession five years ago because he’s in love with the youngest member of their band and he’s happy with his decision, because after a month Ryutaro confessed to him. He didn’t expect that Yamada will use their friend as a tool for him to move on, to be protected and to be his doll. He doesn’t like seeing Yuto’s tears every time Yamada rejects his simple request. Both Yamada and Yuto are precious to him, they are his precious friend and he doesn’t want them to be apart because of the reason that he rejects Yamada. He observes everything, for those 5 years he knows how Yuto tried his best to make Yamada fall for him and hearing what Yamada said earlier about his and Yuto’s relationship being not important makes his blood boil. He will confront Yamada whatever it takes. He doesn't want his best friend to cry anymore because of Yamada being so stupid.
“Yama-chan, can we talk?” Chinen approached the guy who just finished his photo shoot.
“Sure, what is it Chii?” Yamada feeling giddy because Chinen talked to him.
“Can we talk to a more private place?” Chinen asked.
“Okay, let’s go” Yamada took Chinen’s hand and guide him to their dressing room.
“So, what is the thing you want to talk about Chii?” Yamada asked while he sat at the sofa patting the free space indicating he wanted Chinen to sit beside him.
“Yama-chan, why are you so cold to Yuto?” Chinen sat beside Yamada, looking at his eyes.
“What do you mean Chii? I’m not cold to him” Yamada is now avoiding Chinen’s meaningful stare.
“Yes you are, you always reject everything he asked. Yama-chan, you and Yuto are in a relationship for so long already, why are you hurting him so much?” Chinen raised his voice. He’s clearly irritated with Yamada.
“You don’t know anything Chinen, you shouldn’t meddle with my relationship” Yamada is still avoiding Chinen’s stare.
“I tend observe things Yama-chan, I noticed everything mean things that you did to Yuto! The heck, I bet every member noticed it also” Chinen hold Yamada’s arm forcing him to look at him.
“Why Yama-chan?” Chinen asked again, staring deeply at Yamada’s brown orbs.
“Because of you!! I can’t move on Chii!! I tried but I can’t!” Yamada shouted. Chinen removed his hold to Yamada’s arms. He knows it, he knows that he’s the reason, but he wants everything to be alright.
“Yama-chan, it’s been 5 years, 5 freaking years. Yuto tried his best for you to move on.” Chinen is now persuading the boy in front of him.
“I can’t Chii, I can’t. Why can’t you give me a chance?” Yamada took hold of Chinen’s wrist. “Why does Ryutaro is the one chose? Can’t you love me?” He tightens his hold on Chinen.
“Ittai, Yama-chan you’re hurting me” Chinen grimaced with the Yamada’s hold. “Let me go!!”
“I won’t until you say you return my feelings” Yamada is now trying to kiss Chinen.
“No!! Let me go!! Let me go!!” Chinen shouted, he doesn’t like the outcome of their talk.
“SHUT UP!!!” Yamada is now kissing Chinen.
“LET HIM GO BASTARD!!!!” Ryutaro suddenly entered the room advancing to Yamada who’s harassing his boyfriend. He punched Yamada who stumbled to the floor obviously shocked with the punch that he received.
“Chii, are you alright?” Ryutaro comforted his crying boyfriend. Chinen just nod and hugged him.
“What the fuck are you doing Yamada?” Ryutaro questioned the older boy who’s still shocked with what he did.
“It’s not my intention, I..I’m just confused” Yamada tried to reason out.
“Whatever it is, get the bloody hell away from my boyfriend or you will deserve more than that” Ryutaro threatened the older one.
“Ryu, stop it.” Chinen hugged his lover.
“What happened here?” Yuto appeared at the door step.
“Just ask this fucking bastard” Ryutaro answered. Yuto looked at his boyfriend who’s at the floor then he looked at Ryutaro whose stance look like he’s protecting the crying Chinen at his back.
“Taro-chan, Chii-chan, can you please leave the two of us alone?” Yuto requested to the couple after realizing what just happened.
“Are you sure about that Yuto?” Chinen is reluctant with what Yuto wanted.
“Yes, I can handle this alone” Yuto smiled to them.
“If you say so” Ryutaro pulled Chinen out of the room.
“Ryuu-chan, are you sure that we can leave them alone?” Chinen tugged Ryutaro’s hand.
“ Yuri, We know how much Yuto loves Yamada. He knows what to do, hopefully” Ryutaro comforted Chinen, though he didn’t say the last part. “What are you doing in the dressing room alone with him anyway?”
“I just wanted to help Yuttie, I always see him cry and it affects me a lot knowing I’m the reason why Yama-chan is like that. Are you mad?” Chinen faced the younger boy with tears in his eyes.
Ryutaro just hugged Chinen. “No I’m not mad at you, I’m mad at him with what he did to you. If only I can punch him again and again then I will.”
“I’m fine Ryuu-chan, don’t be mad at him.” Chinen hugged back. “Sorry for making you worried.”
“No, don’t need to be sorry.” Ryutaro gave Chinen a pecked in the lips. “Well, let’s go” Ryutaro put his hand on Chinen’s shoulder and they walked away.
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Yuto just stared at the boy whose still at the floor. He doesn’t understand why Yamada is acting like this.
“Yuto” Yamada looked at the boy fear evident in his voice. He starts to cry when he realized what he did. It’s not his intention to be aggressive.
“Ssshhh, Don’t cry” Yuto approached the older boy.
“Yuto, I’m sorry. I just can’t control my feeling anymore. I’m sorry that I’m still loving him..I’m..” Yuto just kissed Yamada. He doesn’t want to hear his explanation. Every word stabbed directly to his heart.
“Shhh, It’s fine, no need to get worried” No, he’s not fine, he’s hurt of course, but he wants Yamada to feel relieved. Yamada just buried his head on Yuto’s chest.
“Come on, let’s go. I will take you home” Yuto smiled. Yuto then pulled Yamada up and he carried the boy on his back, Yamada just fall asleep on Yuto’s back on their way home to his house.
Yuto just put Yamada on his bed and tucked him other the covers. He stares at Yamada’s face with full of longing.
‘I can’t leave you because I know you’ll be alone. I love you and I will always will as long as my heart keeps on beating. I don’t care if it takes you forever to love me back. I don’t care if I’m always hurting. My love for you is making me numb, and that numbness will be strength to love you forever. Sleep tight my love”
A/N: Didn't proofread this so forgive my endless grammatical errors. Boring chapter yes~ sorry about that~ I promise to put some OkaJima moments next chapter~
Comment are well loved~
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Date: 2012-03-09 06:13 pm (UTC)Chiitaro! You guys belong together! T~T
Yuto~ *hug* you still have Keito.
OkaJima next chappie! Can't wait!!
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:31 am (UTC)I'm thinking on when Keito will appear uhmmm~ XDD
Thank You for reading and commenting~
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Date: 2012-03-09 09:51 pm (UTC)YUTO, DITCH THE KID AND GO TO KEITO.
Yama-chan is so...so..SKDSDLPEANUTBUTTER.GAH. /tears hair out.
Anyryu...Chiitaro. *A* /melts.
These boys...oh octopuses.
Chii, stop being peacemaker and go make out with Ryuu. Ryuu, stop being so hot. Yuto, ditch the kid, he's being terribly annoying. Yama, sort it out and stop hurting everyone. Keito, WHERE THE FUDGE ARE YOU?!
Anyryu, captivating fic as always Fhay-chan~ :3
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:34 am (UTC)hahahaha~ he's too much in love~
Peanut butter O____________O
I can't helped but put ChiiTaro =_="
Keito is busyyyyyy reading his book~ he gonna finish it first XDD
Thank you Aria-chan~ <3
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:43 am (UTC)Yuto is stupid. /shot. XD
'Cause Chiitaro is irresistible. >:D
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that actually made me laugh really hard but I'm going to pretend I'm mad at Keito.KEITO-KUN! GET 'YO BUTT OVER HERE AND HELP THE POOR
STICKGUY!Anytime~
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:49 am (UTC)Yes they are!! Ryuu-chan should return! >3< I miss seeing him with other members. >3<
XDD Soon..he's in the last 3 chapter of his book..
You know Keito he's oout of our world when he's reading XDD
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:55 am (UTC)HE SHOULD. Dx
COME BACK TO ME, RYUU-CHAN! ;A; /emos in a corner.
...Oh, Keito~ /steals book and runs.
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Date: 2012-03-10 02:09 am (UTC)*Curse professors* They always call me to recite and answer their questions.
When it comes to studying, I finish my homework first before doing anything~
He will!! I know he will one day!
/Keito looks at you...then he get another book in his bag and read. XDD
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Date: 2012-03-10 02:35 am (UTC)When I have to do something I don't wanna my excuse it homework. XD
Although today I couldn't stop writing! Dx Through my english class I was writing EFFECTS (Which I finally posted after tons of revising...even though it's short. I mean, wtryu. ;-;) while they talked about AB. I'm at a total loss of what they were talking about. ;A;
HE BETTER. OR I MIGHT JUST GO FORCE HIM TOO.
DAMN IT KEITO. /throws book at his head.
I won't write you in EFFECTS. >:D MWAHAHAHAHA.
You won't get to comfort suicidal Ryuu and Chii and they're both going to die JUST BECAUSE OF YOU.
HOW DOES THAT MAKE YOU FEEL?! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. /shot
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Date: 2012-03-10 03:39 am (UTC)I hate doing homeworks~ >3<
I also do that XDD My friend always nudged me cause I didn't realize that I'm being called~ XDD
ahaha maybe after he graduates~~
/Keito got an earphone and continues to read~ XDDD
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Date: 2012-03-10 03:51 am (UTC)If it makes you feel better, my math teacher thinks I'm some math geek just because of the fact I get angry when I can't figure out a problem or when I don't finish by the period's end. ><
Yeah...but my friends just go; "YO, ARI. THE TEACH'S TALKIN' TO YA." *A* Gosh, I end up attracting loud people~
I hope so~ He'd be a grown sexy man by then~ :D
/goes into a corner and cries.
I knew it...Keito-kun doesn't care for Chiitaro at all, ne.../sniff. These days when Chiitaro is rare and scarce...Keito-kun does care.../sobs.
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:04 am (UTC)O_______O that seriously attracted your classmates X3.
In my uni, I got a reputation to maintain. they didn't even know I'm a fangirl~ fufufufu~
Yesh, and maybe he can get taller than Yabu too! XDD
Because Keito is a KY. Unless someone ahem *Kei* ahem will distract him~
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:12 am (UTC)The only reputation I have is...that one crazy, short, asian chick named Ari who always fights with Jose about who's better at math. -___- No one knows about me either. o__o 'Cept close friends. :P /I can't help it....I NEEDED SOMEONE TO COMFORT ME WHEN RYUU LEFT. /shot
...he probably already is../coughcough. That boy is so...SKLDJLSD. HE GROWS LIKE A TREE. SO FAST! *A*
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WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT?!/kidnaps Kei.
Ransom Note: GO HELP YUTO OR I AIN'T GIVING THIS
GIRLGUY BACK. MWAHAHAHA.no subject
Date: 2012-03-10 04:19 am (UTC)Hahaha, Math is a very thrilling subject~ but I prefer science and things that comes w/ blood. *O*
When Ryu left I kinda expect that~
Yesh!! Also Shintaro!! those two *O*
Don't tell Keito I gave you a hint~ lalalala~ /hides
/Keito looks at the note. Who the fudge is this? *O*
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-03-10 09:54 am (UTC)Shintaro already grew into a man. He grows even faster then Ryu. o____o
It's our little secret. XDAh.../slides another note:
Love, Chiitaro & Ari. No. Not Daiki. Ari as in...Ari.a.XD
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Date: 2012-03-10 11:02 am (UTC)maybe he's drinking lottsa milk XDD
He will kill me for sure~ O__O
yabaii naa~ he already went to TaDaiki's room *O*
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Date: 2012-03-10 11:18 am (UTC)Maybe that's why I don't grow...Milk is nasty. Dx
o__o To their sex-craved room? Ah, that's a bad idea. >
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Date: 2012-03-10 11:32 am (UTC)Ehh~ you don't drink milk before?
Yeshh~ he thought it's Arioka~
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Date: 2012-03-10 11:37 am (UTC)Ah, well I did when I was little and had no choice...but once I hit 2 I gave up. XD
..it explains so much..
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Oh, Keito...actually no,
Oh, Kei...your knight in shining armor is so...stupid. XD
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Date: 2012-03-10 12:12 pm (UTC)Takaki throws him out~..and he's thinking what he did wrong~ XDD
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Date: 2012-03-10 12:39 pm (UTC)Keito is a baka considering how much he reads..I SAID CHIITARO, DID I NOT?!
I just noticed how long out conversation is on your post. *A* It's so long..XD
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:02 pm (UTC)He's now confused~ he's looking for Kei now~
yesh~ we're making a mini fanfic with keito being a baka~
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Date: 2012-03-10 02:38 pm (UTC)Oh noes, Ryuu-chan! You might be able to get topped now. /shot.
Baka, baka, baka. (I ship this as a Okajima moment because in HS7's Hey! Say! Making, Yuto said 'Baka, Baka, Baka.' Oh ho ho~)
Huhuhu, it's a mini fic within your fic. :D
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Date: 2012-03-10 12:52 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-03-10 01:36 am (UTC)Thank you for reading and commenting ^U^ ~
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Date: 2012-03-10 01:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-03-10 03:54 am (UTC)*oh and Ryuu, I <3 YOU!!! hahaha...*
Yuto, you're too stupid yourself!!! too blinded by an unrequited love!!! iyaaaahhh!!! I seriously want to cry right now feeling Yuto's pain!!! >.
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:08 am (UTC)Ryu appeared yayy~ XDDD
Uwahhh~ don't cry~ Sometime love can make us blind~
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:18 am (UTC)awww.. i'm super sad for yuto! ='(
Ryosuke will definitely regret what he is doing to Yuto later!
if Yuto can't hurt him, I DEFINITELY CAN and I WILL!!! >.<
*takes the pointy object and hides it somewhere* <-in case i'll need it! nyahahaha!!! XD
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:24 am (UTC)Uwahh~ make sure you keep it as a secret~ Yuto will be mad! X3
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:29 am (UTC)*thought of Yama-chan's cruelty*... yeah! he should move on with Keito! ... errr.. or me? *whacked*
don't worry, I doo keep secrets!
*where's Yuto, btw, there's something he should know/slapped!*
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:33 am (UTC)hahahaha~ let yuto decide /finds Yuto~
Maybe he's taking a bath *O*
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:39 am (UTC)Yuto's taking a bath??? *evil smirk*
I-I t-think I'm going somewhere... *nyahahaha...*
jaa!!! =P
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:48 am (UTC)yeshhh~
uwahhh~ my mouth i gonna be dead later~
/hides
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:07 am (UTC)Just leave Yamada and move to Keito soon!!
He‘s better than you and you wouldn‘t get hurt anymore if you‘re with him..
trust me!!
*slapped*
XD
and ChiiTaro is just too sweet :33
Nice chapter!! ^^
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Date: 2012-03-10 04:11 am (UTC)Because Keito is gentle ne~
he will appear soon~ >3<
Because ChiiTaro couple are meant to be~ >3<
Thank You~ yayy~ >/////<
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Date: 2012-03-10 11:04 am (UTC)Yama-chan is just too hateful... >.<
and Ryu... the knight in shining armor of Chii~~~ <3333
Being love like that by Yuto...
Yamada is just too lucky...
excited with OkaJima, but not because I'm an OkaJima fan/biased... XDDDDD
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Date: 2012-03-10 11:13 am (UTC)I din't even proofread this .. I just typed and posted it XDDD
of course Ryuu will be there~
It's the greatest thing to be treasured desou?~
me too~ Super Keito will appear~ XDDD
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Date: 2012-03-10 10:39 pm (UTC)And oh my bebe Ryu! You so cool as a boyfriend! Chii! You made the right choice *thumbs up with a serious face * Chiitaro. Chiitaro. Chiitaro. Hohohoho!
Hi Fhay Fhay! :D
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Date: 2012-03-12 06:21 am (UTC)then go to TAKAKI!then tell him and don't use him or worst hurt him! but I LOVE YOU still okay? heehee <3And you Yuto, i admire you for doing that to Yamada. But it's unfair don't you think? i mean for 5 years, you've been loving and giving everything to Yamada who can't even hold your hands or kiss you! i mean, dude... i think it's better to move on as well and focus on
Keito haha!other thing... i mean let Yamada feel your importance. :DDDLOL ^sorry for spamming! i just felt i should O.o btw, nice fic! i'll definitely follow this one!
would there be a TakaYama moment by any chance? *puppy dog eyes*