Someday [Chapter 2]

[mysteriousgal11]

Title: Someday [Chapter 2]
Author: mysteriousgal11
Pairing: YamaJima, ChiiTaro, OkaJima and YamaChii
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Will someday their feelings be mutual? Yuto love Yamada but Yamada on the other hand love Chinen.

Chapter 2

Chinen knows that he’s the reason why the relationship of Yuto and Yamada never worked. He’s guilty every time he sees Yuto sad because of the cold response Yamada always give him. He wanted to help but he doesn’t get the opportunity knowing that he’ll only make things worse. He turned down Yamada’s confession five years ago because he’s in love with the youngest member of their band and he’s happy with his decision, because after a month Ryutaro confessed to him. He didn’t expect that Yamada will use their friend as a tool for him to move on, to be protected and to be his doll. He doesn’t like seeing Yuto’s tears every time Yamada rejects his simple request. Both Yamada and Yuto are precious to him, they are his precious friend and he doesn’t want them to be apart because of the reason that he rejects Yamada. He observes everything, for those 5 years he knows how Yuto tried his best to make Yamada fall for him and hearing what Yamada said earlier about his and Yuto’s relationship being not important makes his blood boil. He will confront Yamada whatever it takes. He doesn't want his best friend to cry anymore because of Yamada being so stupid.

“Yama-chan, can we talk?” Chinen approached the guy who just finished his photo shoot.

“Sure, what is it Chii?” Yamada feeling giddy because Chinen talked to him.

“Can we talk to a more private place?” Chinen asked.

“Okay, let’s go” Yamada took Chinen’s hand and guide him to their dressing room.

“So, what is the thing you want to talk about Chii?” Yamada asked while he sat at the sofa patting the free space indicating he wanted Chinen to sit beside him.

“Yama-chan, why are you so cold to Yuto?” Chinen sat beside Yamada, looking at his eyes.

“What do you mean Chii? I’m not cold to him” Yamada is now avoiding Chinen’s meaningful stare.

“Yes you are, you always reject everything he asked. Yama-chan, you and Yuto are in a relationship for so long already, why are you hurting him so much?” Chinen raised his voice. He’s clearly irritated with Yamada.

“You don’t know anything Chinen, you shouldn’t meddle with my relationship” Yamada is still avoiding Chinen’s stare.

“I tend observe things Yama-chan, I noticed everything mean things that you did to Yuto! The heck, I bet every member noticed it also” Chinen hold Yamada’s arm forcing him to look at him.

“Why Yama-chan?” Chinen asked again, staring deeply at Yamada’s brown orbs.

“Because of you!! I can’t move on Chii!! I tried but I can’t!” Yamada shouted. Chinen removed his hold to Yamada’s arms. He knows it, he knows that he’s the reason, but he wants everything to be alright.

“Yama-chan, it’s been 5 years, 5 freaking years. Yuto tried his best for you to move on.” Chinen is now persuading the boy in front of him.

“I can’t Chii, I can’t. Why can’t you give me a chance?” Yamada took hold of Chinen’s wrist. “Why does Ryutaro is the one chose? Can’t you love me?” He tightens his hold on Chinen.

“Ittai, Yama-chan you’re hurting me” Chinen grimaced with the Yamada’s hold. “Let me go!!”

“I won’t until you say you return my feelings” Yamada is now trying to kiss Chinen.

“No!! Let me go!! Let me go!!” Chinen shouted, he doesn’t like the outcome of their talk.

“SHUT UP!!!” Yamada is now kissing Chinen.

“LET HIM GO BASTARD!!!!” Ryutaro suddenly entered the room advancing to Yamada who’s harassing his boyfriend. He punched Yamada who stumbled to the floor obviously shocked with the punch that he received.

“Chii, are you alright?” Ryutaro comforted his crying boyfriend. Chinen just nod and hugged him.

“What the fuck are you doing Yamada?” Ryutaro questioned the older boy who’s still shocked with what he did.

“It’s not my intention, I..I’m just confused” Yamada tried to reason out.

“Whatever it is, get the bloody hell away from my boyfriend or you will deserve more than that” Ryutaro threatened the older one.

“Ryu, stop it.” Chinen hugged his lover.

“What happened here?”  Yuto appeared at the door step.

“Just ask this fucking bastard” Ryutaro answered. Yuto looked at his boyfriend who’s at the floor then he looked at Ryutaro whose stance look like he’s protecting the crying Chinen at his back.

 “Taro-chan, Chii-chan, can you please leave the two of us alone?” Yuto requested to the couple after realizing what just happened.

“Are you sure about that Yuto?” Chinen is reluctant with what Yuto wanted.

“Yes, I can handle this alone” Yuto smiled to them.

“If you say so” Ryutaro pulled Chinen out of the room.

“Ryuu-chan, are you sure that we can leave them alone?” Chinen tugged Ryutaro’s hand.

“ Yuri, We know how much Yuto loves Yamada. He knows what to do, hopefully” Ryutaro comforted Chinen, though he didn’t say the last part. “What are you doing in the dressing room alone with him anyway?”

“I just wanted to help Yuttie, I always see him cry and it affects me a lot knowing I’m the reason why Yama-chan is like that. Are you mad?” Chinen faced the younger boy with tears in his eyes.

Ryutaro just hugged Chinen. “No I’m not mad at you, I’m mad at him with what he did to you. If only I can punch him again and again then I will.”

“I’m fine Ryuu-chan, don’t be mad at him.” Chinen hugged back. “Sorry for making you worried.”

“No, don’t need to be sorry.” Ryutaro gave Chinen a pecked in the lips. “Well, let’s go” Ryutaro put his hand on Chinen’s shoulder and they walked away.

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Yuto just stared at the boy whose still at the floor. He doesn’t understand why Yamada is acting like this.

“Yuto” Yamada looked at the boy fear evident in his voice. He starts to cry when he realized what he did. It’s not his intention to be aggressive.

“Ssshhh, Don’t cry” Yuto approached the older boy.

“Yuto, I’m sorry. I just can’t control my feeling anymore. I’m sorry that I’m still loving him..I’m..” Yuto just kissed Yamada. He doesn’t want to hear his explanation. Every word stabbed directly to his heart.

“Shhh, It’s fine, no need to get worried” No, he’s not fine, he’s hurt of course, but he wants Yamada to feel relieved. Yamada just buried his head on Yuto’s chest.

“Come on, let’s go. I will take you home” Yuto smiled. Yuto then pulled Yamada up and he carried the boy on his back, Yamada just fall asleep on Yuto’s back on their way home to his house.

Yuto just put Yamada on his bed and tucked him other the covers. He stares at Yamada’s face with full of longing.

‘I can’t leave you because I know you’ll be alone. I love you and I will always will as long as my heart keeps on beating. I don’t care if it takes you forever to love me back. I don’t care if I’m always hurting. My love for you is making me numb, and that numbness will be strength to love you forever. Sleep tight my love”

A/N: Didn't proofread this so forgive my endless grammatical errors. Boring chapter yes~ sorry about that~ I promise to put some OkaJima moments next chapter~
Comment are well loved~

Comments

[yamajima91.livejournal.com]

me too!!! i super ship YamaJima *which explains my username/whacked* but I HATE HIM HERE!!!

Yuto's taking a bath??? *evil smirk*
I-I t-think I'm going somewhere... *nyahahaha...*

jaa!!! =P

[mysteriousgal11.livejournal.com]

Because Yamada is hate-able here XDD

yeshhh~
uwahhh~ my mouth i gonna be dead later~
/hides