Someday [Chapter 3]
Mar. 13th, 2012 10:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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mysteriousgal11Pairing: YamaJima, ChiiTaro, OkaJima and YamaChii
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Will someday their feelings be mutual? Yuto love Yamada but Yamada on the other hand love Chinen.
Keito’s POV
There you go again, silently crying at the rooftop. It hurts seeing you cry because of that stupid attention seeker. I don’t understand why you’re making yourself suffer. I wanted you to smile as bright as the sun. You’re the sunlight of my life every time you’re happy. I wanted to snatch you away from him, but I know I can’t.
“Yuto” I put my hand at your shoulder for you to notice by presence.
“Ah, Keito! What are you doing here” you’re shocked that someone followed you after you walked out. You’re trying your best to hide your tears from me, but it’s no use.
I wiped your tears away and hugged you tight, you’re like a fragile glass to me, and you’re so delicate that I wanted to protect you. “Why are you making yourself suffering like this Yuto?”
“What do you mean Keito?” you pretended like nothing is wrong.
“Yuto, you know I’m here. You can cry on my shoulders. You can lean on me when you’re already tired of facing everything” I looked you in the eyes.
Within seconds, you finally break down and cry. It’s hard seeing you like this.
“Ke..Keito..w..why? Why c..can’t he s..see t..that I’m a..also hurting?” You’re crying miserably, I want to make him pay for all the things he had done to make you like this.
“Because he’s blind Yuto, he’s blind that he can’t see that all along he’s with the most wonderful person he can only met once” I said to you lovingly.
You looked at me, studying my face. “Keito, why do you love me?” That’s unexpected question from you. I didn’t even know that you noticed my feelings for you.
“Because my heart is beating only for you” I hold your hand and I let you feel my heart beat. You put it away and avoided my stares.
“Keito, I can’t return your feelings, you know how much I love him right?” You looked up at the sky as if you want to own it.
“I know and I understand it, I just want you to know I’m here to support and love you always”
You looked at me after I said those words. “Keito, if one day I can’t hold on anymore…can you released me with this hurt that’s killing me?”
I just simply smiled and hugged you, for now I’ll be contented by your side, for now I’ll be your friend but I’m hoping one day you’ll be happy and continues to smile like how you used to.
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Yuto’s on his way home from Yamada’s house, he’s thinking why for all those years he’s with Yamada, why can’t he make the guy return his feelings. He’s getting tired of everything, he really wanted Yamada to acknowledge him as his boyfriend but he doesn’t understand why the guy kept on loving Chinen. It’s been five years now, five years and still Yamada continues to love that boy. He then looked at the sky, there are no stars visible that night, and it somehow makes the atmosphere gloomy. He just smiled and continued his journey.
He’s crossing the street already when an unexpected thing happened. A truck is in fast pace and it’s getting closer to him. He can’t move, he wanted to run but he can’t. He’s thinking about Yamada…
After a minute, all he can hear is the beep of the truck and he lost his consciousness.
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Yamada woke up feeling bothered by something. It looks like something bad had happened. He just shrugged it and decided to take a shower. He’s thinking of what happened yesterday. How can he be like that? He knows that he already have Yuto but every time he see Chinen, he can’t control his self. He wanted Chinen to love him back, and knowing that its impossible makes his heart break. Is this what Yuto’s feeling for all these times?
He decided that maybe he can try, he can try to look for Yuto than Chinen, and he will try to love him. Maybe he can show a little affection to the boy who loves him so much.
A/N. an update~ yesh!! >3< I gonna update Waiting for Destiny and Believing you later~ *again forgive my grammatical error*
Keito appeared~ and he will appear agaiiiinnnn~ fufufufufufu~
Wait for the next chapters~ /evil grins
Oh let's talk about Jpop Festival last Sunday~ It's so much fun!! /jumps around~ Well I'm at the booth lurking around~ lalalala~ There's so many fans who attended and it makes me so happyyyy!! >////<
We played Jenga *O* and I always ended up being the loser and as a result my face is full of lipstick *penalty* but!! I won't let it I also dragged others and put lipsticks on them..
and there this certain young guy, he is covering *dance group* Nakajima Kento of Sexy Zone~ they danced and did you know he already got lottsa fangirls~ >3< He's a mixture of Shori and Sou~ and yes he's cute. I was laughing hard because lottsa girls are taking his picture~ I also have~ do you wanna see him? hahahahaha XDD
I talked too much~ >//////<
Comments are loved~ /hugs everyone~
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:49 am (UTC)but I also want Keito to be happy.
Yamada is being cold to Yuto in real life and lottsa fans noticed that also! /punch Yamada.
I don't have a decent picture of the guy because of my camera failing =__=" though lottsa people said he really looked like Shori-Sou.
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Date: 2012-03-14 06:36 am (UTC)~maybe because he doesn't know how to react/do things right in front of him or he's too conscious having Yuto around to the point that in the fans' eyes it seems like he's being cold but he's not really... he's just uncomfortable because of too much doki-doki whenever Yuto's around???~
*I'm making my own YamaJima-biased analysis/explanation to the master pig's odd behavior... hahaha...XD... don't mind me... lol...
and i want Keito to be happy too... but of course there's Hika-chan to do that! XD *though I'm not really a HikaTo shipper/shot!*
ahh.... too bad... i really want to see the shori-sou guy...XD
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Date: 2012-03-14 08:03 am (UTC)maybe that's it!! He's afraid that Yuto will noticed that he's blushing!! KYAAAAAAAAAA!!
HikaTo is my number one OTP~ >////<
yeshhh~
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Date: 2012-03-14 10:22 am (UTC)nyahahahahaha...lol.. i can't think of any other 'logical' explanation because i refuse to accept the possibility that maybe Yama-chan doesn't really like Yuto to that extent...>.< hahahahahaha.... *denial~denial!*
oh... you love HikaTo! wow... I've known people and I've tried to read some fics about them but i still can't bring myself to ship the pair... let's just see ne...=)
but still, if it'll end up a YamaJima fluff afterall, i don't want to see Keito crying because he's too good to deserve that! so i want hika-chan by his side...>.<
~and the rest of the JUMP pairs too! XD... ChiiTaro, InooBu, TaDaiki!!! hehehe...~ *lol... just random thought/shot!*
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Date: 2012-03-15 01:59 am (UTC)Ahahaha XDD Yamada is using Yuto to get over Chii but he refuses to remove Chii in his heart~
Yesh, I love Hikato sooo muuuchhhiiee~ I don't know why but they really struck my attention~
Let's see ne~
I will I will~ *OTP biased*
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:15 am (UTC)*I'll help you hide from Yuto... just go make that stupid pig suffer! hahaha...*
Yama-chan will forget Chii soon... he's fated to Yuto so I'm sure it's gonna happen! hahaha... *
hontou? the other pairs are gonna be there too??!!! yatta!!!! XD
can't wait for the next chapter!!!! XD
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:18 am (UTC)It dependsssss XDD I'm planning an angst ending XDD but well there still 3-4 chapters XDDD
Yesh!! I'm being biased XDD
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:25 am (UTC)*although the pain may be another thing... that i'm not sure I am ready to deal with...i'm such a cry-baby! >.<*