Someday [Chapter 3]
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mysteriousgal11Pairing: YamaJima, ChiiTaro, OkaJima and YamaChii
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Will someday their feelings be mutual? Yuto love Yamada but Yamada on the other hand love Chinen.
Keito’s POV
There you go again, silently crying at the rooftop. It hurts seeing you cry because of that stupid attention seeker. I don’t understand why you’re making yourself suffer. I wanted you to smile as bright as the sun. You’re the sunlight of my life every time you’re happy. I wanted to snatch you away from him, but I know I can’t.
“Yuto” I put my hand at your shoulder for you to notice by presence.
“Ah, Keito! What are you doing here” you’re shocked that someone followed you after you walked out. You’re trying your best to hide your tears from me, but it’s no use.
I wiped your tears away and hugged you tight, you’re like a fragile glass to me, and you’re so delicate that I wanted to protect you. “Why are you making yourself suffering like this Yuto?”
“What do you mean Keito?” you pretended like nothing is wrong.
“Yuto, you know I’m here. You can cry on my shoulders. You can lean on me when you’re already tired of facing everything” I looked you in the eyes.
Within seconds, you finally break down and cry. It’s hard seeing you like this.
“Ke..Keito..w..why? Why c..can’t he s..see t..that I’m a..also hurting?” You’re crying miserably, I want to make him pay for all the things he had done to make you like this.
“Because he’s blind Yuto, he’s blind that he can’t see that all along he’s with the most wonderful person he can only met once” I said to you lovingly.
You looked at me, studying my face. “Keito, why do you love me?” That’s unexpected question from you. I didn’t even know that you noticed my feelings for you.
“Because my heart is beating only for you” I hold your hand and I let you feel my heart beat. You put it away and avoided my stares.
“Keito, I can’t return your feelings, you know how much I love him right?” You looked up at the sky as if you want to own it.
“I know and I understand it, I just want you to know I’m here to support and love you always”
You looked at me after I said those words. “Keito, if one day I can’t hold on anymore…can you released me with this hurt that’s killing me?”
I just simply smiled and hugged you, for now I’ll be contented by your side, for now I’ll be your friend but I’m hoping one day you’ll be happy and continues to smile like how you used to.
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Yuto’s on his way home from Yamada’s house, he’s thinking why for all those years he’s with Yamada, why can’t he make the guy return his feelings. He’s getting tired of everything, he really wanted Yamada to acknowledge him as his boyfriend but he doesn’t understand why the guy kept on loving Chinen. It’s been five years now, five years and still Yamada continues to love that boy. He then looked at the sky, there are no stars visible that night, and it somehow makes the atmosphere gloomy. He just smiled and continued his journey.
He’s crossing the street already when an unexpected thing happened. A truck is in fast pace and it’s getting closer to him. He can’t move, he wanted to run but he can’t. He’s thinking about Yamada…
After a minute, all he can hear is the beep of the truck and he lost his consciousness.
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Yamada woke up feeling bothered by something. It looks like something bad had happened. He just shrugged it and decided to take a shower. He’s thinking of what happened yesterday. How can he be like that? He knows that he already have Yuto but every time he see Chinen, he can’t control his self. He wanted Chinen to love him back, and knowing that its impossible makes his heart break. Is this what Yuto’s feeling for all these times?
He decided that maybe he can try, he can try to look for Yuto than Chinen, and he will try to love him. Maybe he can show a little affection to the boy who loves him so much.
A/N. an update~ yesh!! >3< I gonna update Waiting for Destiny and Believing you later~ *again forgive my grammatical error*
Keito appeared~ and he will appear agaiiiinnnn~ fufufufufufu~
Wait for the next chapters~ /evil grins
Oh let's talk about Jpop Festival last Sunday~ It's so much fun!! /jumps around~ Well I'm at the booth lurking around~ lalalala~ There's so many fans who attended and it makes me so happyyyy!! >////<
We played Jenga *O* and I always ended up being the loser and as a result my face is full of lipstick *penalty* but!! I won't let it I also dragged others and put lipsticks on them..
and there this certain young guy, he is covering *dance group* Nakajima Kento of Sexy Zone~ they danced and did you know he already got lottsa fangirls~ >3< He's a mixture of Shori and Sou~ and yes he's cute. I was laughing hard because lottsa girls are taking his picture~ I also have~ do you wanna see him? hahahahaha XDD
I talked too much~ >//////<
Comments are loved~ /hugs everyone~
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Date: 2012-03-13 08:42 am (UTC)Keito so sweet. I feel sad for him... Yuto is lucky to have him by his side.
Why... Yuto... *frowns* no... Why does it have to be like this?!
Baka! Yamada baka! This is all your fault!
You gonna realize that you love him after the accident and be with him.
Yuto is still gonna love you and in the end you will be with him.
It's not fair! It's not fair for Keito! *cries*
Somehow I want the ending to be OkaJima rather than YamaJima. *sigh*
I will wait to see the ending.
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Date: 2012-03-13 01:17 pm (UTC)I want to have Keito by my side also XDD
Because he's in love~
Keito will have somebody~ *hint hint*
we will see~ I'm having a very complicated mind O_O
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Date: 2012-03-13 12:18 pm (UTC)My ninja commenting skills have failed.../emos in a corner
NYAAAAAAAAAAAH. D:
Keito loves Yuto who loves Yamada who loves Chinen but can't get him because he'a dating Ryutaro. WAI YOU SO COMPLICATED, YAMA-CHAN?! YOU'RE RUINING EVERYTHING! /throws Yama through the window.
My heart hurts...;A;
Even though I'm usually a Yamajima shipper, Okajima shines through here. o__o Plus, lately Yama-chan has been acting coldly towards Yuto-kun in RL. >n< My OTPs are slowly slipping away. /cries.
JPOPFEST;
Uwah~ I'm glad you had fun, ne~? I sat at home and ate icecream while trying to study but failed because I ended up watching kiddy shows. *A* ...Wonder Pets is actually a pretty good show.../coughs awkwardly.
Fufufu, the results of being a pretty boy, ne? :D
IWANNASEEHIM~! He must be beautiful. *A*
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Date: 2012-03-13 01:21 pm (UTC)Ohh not the window~ it will break XDD throw him somewhere else XDD My mind is complicated now @___@ XDD
Yesh!! That's true!! I want Yuto to have Yamada and vice versa!! >3< /get some glue and stick them together.
It was a fun event~ I'm being bouncy everywhere XDD He's so cuteeeee~ I make him my son XDD he's calling me "kaachan" wait he doesn't have a decent solo picture from my cam *curse my camera*
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Date: 2012-03-13 02:08 pm (UTC).......
/throws at unbreakable wall repeatedly. :D
Better? XD
/throws Yamada at Yuto.
STOP BEING COMPLICATED YOU STUPID STRAWBERRY LOVER! D:< /takes & throws at wall with Hikaru.
It sounds like fun~ :D Huhuhu, Fhay-chan has a bouncy personality~! He looks young. :o But he's probably older than me...;A;
I sure hope not! I WANNA BE OLDER THAN SOMEONE!But at least you met a new person, ne~no subject
Date: 2012-03-13 03:13 pm (UTC)Yeshh~ so that he will feel the painnnn!! BWAHAHAHA!!
Why are throwing various people *ahemm jump member*? XDD
I think I am X3 some fangirls messaged me, they said they saw me but they're shy to approached me (I wonder why) they said I was so hyper and they find me cute O__o (which is weird)
He's young~ I'm older than him~ a lot~
He's only 14 *O* ~
He's near my place that's why~ >3
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Date: 2012-03-13 03:28 pm (UTC)YEAHHH~! /fist pump. I still love them though.<3
It's not like they're going to get ugly, it's impossible. owo
BECAUSE IT'S FUN~!
Awh~ I would've ran up to you and clung like a koala! /clings.
...i'm 14. xD
Then you were lucky, naaa~ :D
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:38 am (UTC)They'll be always like that~ /jealous X3
I will introduce you to lottsa people~ I bet they'll say you're so cute~ /holds you
No I'm not, why would I be? XDDDD
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:49 am (UTC)/sigh. BEST is already in their 20s...NEWS is in their late 20s...they must be lying.../denial. xD
Un~ Although, they probably won't say i'm cute. XD
'Cause you got to see Mr. Hotshotwithoutknowingwhy~ xD But I think Mr. Hotshotwithoutknowingwhy is lucky to meet Fhay-chan, na~
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:55 am (UTC)Especially Daiki!!!! ASDFGHJKL he doesn't event looked like his age O_O he'll be forever young! >_<
They will they will!!!
Ehh, I like him more as my son *O* I got a complex with cute things~ hihihihi~ I love it when my "son and daughters" in fandom calls me "kaachan" kyaaaaaaa~
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Date: 2012-03-14 01:09 am (UTC)I'm always late..soo...:3
My daddy's laptop is HUGEEE~
DAIKI ISN'T THAT OLD. HE'S A LIAR. LIARLIARLIARLIARLIAR. Dx HE'S A GIANT 5 YEAR OLD.
Whatever you say, Fhay-chan~
I have a...a...uhh...food complex! (WHAT'S DESU YO?!) I think Fhaymama sounds cuter than Kaa-chan though, na~
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Date: 2012-03-14 01:59 am (UTC)At least we're not waiting~ X#
I don't like huge one O__O
He is!! It's unfair you know~ He's peter pan!!!
You're like Inoo~ you love food~ X3 I also think it's cuteeeeee~ kyaaaaaa~
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Date: 2012-03-14 02:50 am (UTC)Hehe..mine is tiny, my daddy's is huge~! But no one in my family has a regular sized one. XD
GOSH DARNIT DAI-CHAN. /jealous beyond belief.
My second rival in being cutesy..why are they all guys?!Uwah~ ...but...Takaki as Wendy is kind of.../shiversInoo-chan is a stick. o__o
I wonder if he likes sweets or food food...I sure hope it's food food 'cause if it's sweets then there is something going on with him that women in this world would like to know.
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Date: 2012-03-14 04:48 am (UTC)My Dad's laptop is a regular size, mine is tiny too~ my don't even know how computer works XDD
Ohh..Takaki as Wendy...O____________O
okay Daiki is not peterpan!! He's Takaki's chibi penguin!!
He gained lot of weight recently~ He likes everything~
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Date: 2012-03-14 05:16 am (UTC)I got used to a smaller screen and keyboard so when I use my dad's I'm like "WAHHH CAN'T TYPE. WAHHH I CANT SEE THE WHOLE SCREEN!" xD
...yeah...that ruined it. XD
It's..kind of...scary.
/nods. Let's stick with that. /shivers.
...but he's still a stick. /cough.
Didn't he say that on that one show? Oh ho, Ari..way to be specific. He said he wanted to join Johnny's for good food, ne?
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Date: 2012-03-14 08:08 am (UTC)It's really hard~ and the keyboard letters is far O_O
I can't imagined it O______O /nightmare.
It Domoto Kyoudai show? yesh he said that~ he loves food too much..but curse him, he's still too sexy >_
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Date: 2012-03-14 02:15 pm (UTC)Un! I was typing but my hands were too used to the small keyboard so I kept messing up. xD
...just don't, Fhaymama, you might have nightmares you the rest of your life. Dx
Ah~! That's the one!
That's cause food is yummy. -u-
I feel as though I could pick him up and throw him...he's so skinny. o__o
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:02 am (UTC)Yesh!! That's true.. I was like "Oh oh, so many mistakes".
I think I will have...Takaki in a fairy costume!! XDDDDDDD BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Yesh, they are meant to tempt people! >__<
Yabu is skinnier, I wonder if he still eats. XDDD
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:07 am (UTC)Hamster are cutterrrr~<3
Mhmm~! I was tying...err...I forgot what I was typing but I was typing and at the end I noticed I spelled like everything wrong. ;A;
THAT'SSCARYYY~/gets a an & whacks Takaki..
/runs
They are, ne~ Oh..cheese, Yabu is just..he's a branch. XD HE BETTER EAT! I'm sure Hikari-chan and Kei-chan ate all his food though..
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:24 am (UTC)Chinen is cute but Ryutaro is cuter? XDD
Because we're used to our own! XDD
/distracting Takaki...put a half naked Dai-chan in front of him!
Maybe he's satisfied looking at HikaNoo eating his food O__O /shoves food in Yabu's mouth.
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:50 am (UTC)Chii ish cuter, though, ne~ But Ryuu-tan is sexy. x3
Bakaki is a hentaiiii~ Fufufu~
...maybe he is...kind of weird..but...y'know...it's Yabu. XD /shoves a cake in Yabuchii's mouth. x3
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Date: 2012-03-13 12:41 pm (UTC)Keito's so kind and wonderful! Waaaah! Again, hardcore Yamajima shipper but if Keito keeps being like that, I just might ship Okajima for this fic XD
*cough* I kind of wanna see the guy XD
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Date: 2012-03-13 01:23 pm (UTC)Keito is so sweet~ *biased* XDD
I wanted to make this fic like that @__@ but it depends on my mind XDD
We'll see fufufufu~
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Date: 2012-03-13 01:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-03-13 01:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-03-13 01:03 pm (UTC)Complicated pairings ;AAAA; but all the love for all the pairings ♥ /coughsforchiitaromore:))/
Uwaaaa~ and I read the A/N. And the Jfest bugs me because I was there too. And baaaam!~ you're Ate Fhay pala ^^;; everyone's ogling that Kento-guy. :>
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Date: 2012-03-13 01:25 pm (UTC)I will ChiiTaro is one of my OTP~ <3
Yesh XDD and did you know!! Someone GM-ed and she said she wanna marry Kento-guy! XDD
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Date: 2012-03-13 04:06 pm (UTC)YEY for chiitaro. And of course, Keito should be here!! /Ate Fhay's bias/
Really? What's. =)))) Who gm-ed that? Okay, go marry Kento-guy. XDD he looks young, though.
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:41 am (UTC)Of course~ I will let Inoo appear longer >3< fufufufu~
I was laughing in the middle of the night because of that =__=" It's an unknown number. Lottsa people text me and I don't even know them =__=" but the epic part they also sent it to Kento-guy!! XDDD
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:53 pm (UTC)HAHAHA. I saw that he got a fanpage already, right? And he's your son! kkkkk~ Aw, I texted you too Ate, but idk I put my name on every texts I sent to you anyways.
What did Kento-guy said? Hahahaha. Lefufufu that was embarassing.
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:05 am (UTC)Don't worry your number is saved at my phonebook XDDD
He said "Kaachan, nakatanggap din ako ng mga text eh" then he forwarded all the text he received.
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Date: 2012-03-13 06:33 pm (UTC)of course, i'd still want a YamaJima fluff ending!XD *still can't make my biased OTP suffer afterall... hahaha...*
~lol... ignore my ranting...i'm just seriously pissed at that pig over there that i really want to roast him for making MY Yuto suffer! >.<~
hahahaa... thanks for updating,btw.... *got to cram for my report now!/shot! jaa!....XD*
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Date: 2012-03-13 06:44 pm (UTC)~i really got to cram now! XD~
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:49 am (UTC)but I also want Keito to be happy.
Yamada is being cold to Yuto in real life and lottsa fans noticed that also! /punch Yamada.
I don't have a decent picture of the guy because of my camera failing =__=" though lottsa people said he really looked like Shori-Sou.
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Date: 2012-03-14 06:36 am (UTC)~maybe because he doesn't know how to react/do things right in front of him or he's too conscious having Yuto around to the point that in the fans' eyes it seems like he's being cold but he's not really... he's just uncomfortable because of too much doki-doki whenever Yuto's around???~
*I'm making my own YamaJima-biased analysis/explanation to the master pig's odd behavior... hahaha...XD... don't mind me... lol...
and i want Keito to be happy too... but of course there's Hika-chan to do that! XD *though I'm not really a HikaTo shipper/shot!*
ahh.... too bad... i really want to see the shori-sou guy...XD
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Date: 2012-03-14 08:03 am (UTC)maybe that's it!! He's afraid that Yuto will noticed that he's blushing!! KYAAAAAAAAAA!!
HikaTo is my number one OTP~ >////<
yeshhh~
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Date: 2012-03-14 10:22 am (UTC)nyahahahahaha...lol.. i can't think of any other 'logical' explanation because i refuse to accept the possibility that maybe Yama-chan doesn't really like Yuto to that extent...>.< hahahahahaha.... *denial~denial!*
oh... you love HikaTo! wow... I've known people and I've tried to read some fics about them but i still can't bring myself to ship the pair... let's just see ne...=)
but still, if it'll end up a YamaJima fluff afterall, i don't want to see Keito crying because he's too good to deserve that! so i want hika-chan by his side...>.<
~and the rest of the JUMP pairs too! XD... ChiiTaro, InooBu, TaDaiki!!! hehehe...~ *lol... just random thought/shot!*
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Date: 2012-03-15 01:59 am (UTC)Ahahaha XDD Yamada is using Yuto to get over Chii but he refuses to remove Chii in his heart~
Yesh, I love Hikato sooo muuuchhhiiee~ I don't know why but they really struck my attention~
Let's see ne~
I will I will~ *OTP biased*
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:15 am (UTC)*I'll help you hide from Yuto... just go make that stupid pig suffer! hahaha...*
Yama-chan will forget Chii soon... he's fated to Yuto so I'm sure it's gonna happen! hahaha... *
hontou? the other pairs are gonna be there too??!!! yatta!!!! XD
can't wait for the next chapter!!!! XD
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:18 am (UTC)It dependsssss XDD I'm planning an angst ending XDD but well there still 3-4 chapters XDDD
Yesh!! I'm being biased XDD
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:25 am (UTC)*although the pain may be another thing... that i'm not sure I am ready to deal with...i'm such a cry-baby! >.<*
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Date: 2012-03-13 10:39 pm (UTC)KEITO!!!! :DDDD
Keito is really understanding ne~
demou ne, they keep hurting each other.... =___=
and it's all Yama-chan's fault... >.<
Keito,just go to Hikaru,, XDD
uwaaa... >.<
Yuto got into an accident... D:
i'm thinking of something about the next chappie.. XD
and this time, it'll be Yama-chan who'll get hurt more. hohohoho
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>.< i really hope before that the JPOP fest will be on summer.... D:
i'm far from the venue, so,so far.... i want to attend JPOP fest so badly... D:
but since i'm going to have a summer vacation in manila,maybe i'll go to ozine fest...
but i stillwant jpop fest... >.
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Date: 2012-03-14 12:58 am (UTC)Because Keito is such a gentleman!!! /hugs Keito XDD
they're BAKA =____________="
Let's all throw Yamada!! /fangirl's force!!
Uwahh!! I LIKE THAT!! HIKATO RABU RABU!!!!
it depends on what my brain will process XDD
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Where you from? Maybe i know you *O*
Oh!! We're currently thinking if HeiSei.Ph gonna have a booth in there~
Maybe next time~
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Date: 2012-03-14 01:18 am (UTC)then when inoo arrive, yabu will appear... XDD
the story is getting complicated... XD
un.. un... keito is really a gentleman.,...
/helping you throwing Yamada/ ah, Yuto will get angry at me.. D:
Hikato rabu rabu~ but you're okanoo biased... XD
ah, i hope what i'm thinking about the next chappie is right... XD
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from Talisay, Neg. Occ.... :D
ah, hope there'll be a booth there~
hope next time, it'll be summer...XD
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Date: 2012-03-14 02:07 am (UTC)Yes he is yes he is!! /hyper mode
/so heavyyyyyyyy~ yuto throw Yamada XDD
Nope, I'm Hikato biased~ my #1 OTP is HikaTo~ OkaNoo are my ichibansssssssssss X3
very farrrrrrr~
We will think of it >_<
They said they're planning on a Jpop Fest in Visayas.
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Date: 2012-03-18 11:39 am (UTC)