Someday [Chapter 3]
Mar. 13th, 2012 10:27 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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mysteriousgal11Pairing: YamaJima, ChiiTaro, OkaJima and YamaChii
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Will someday their feelings be mutual? Yuto love Yamada but Yamada on the other hand love Chinen.
Keito’s POV
There you go again, silently crying at the rooftop. It hurts seeing you cry because of that stupid attention seeker. I don’t understand why you’re making yourself suffer. I wanted you to smile as bright as the sun. You’re the sunlight of my life every time you’re happy. I wanted to snatch you away from him, but I know I can’t.
“Yuto” I put my hand at your shoulder for you to notice by presence.
“Ah, Keito! What are you doing here” you’re shocked that someone followed you after you walked out. You’re trying your best to hide your tears from me, but it’s no use.
I wiped your tears away and hugged you tight, you’re like a fragile glass to me, and you’re so delicate that I wanted to protect you. “Why are you making yourself suffering like this Yuto?”
“What do you mean Keito?” you pretended like nothing is wrong.
“Yuto, you know I’m here. You can cry on my shoulders. You can lean on me when you’re already tired of facing everything” I looked you in the eyes.
Within seconds, you finally break down and cry. It’s hard seeing you like this.
“Ke..Keito..w..why? Why c..can’t he s..see t..that I’m a..also hurting?” You’re crying miserably, I want to make him pay for all the things he had done to make you like this.
“Because he’s blind Yuto, he’s blind that he can’t see that all along he’s with the most wonderful person he can only met once” I said to you lovingly.
You looked at me, studying my face. “Keito, why do you love me?” That’s unexpected question from you. I didn’t even know that you noticed my feelings for you.
“Because my heart is beating only for you” I hold your hand and I let you feel my heart beat. You put it away and avoided my stares.
“Keito, I can’t return your feelings, you know how much I love him right?” You looked up at the sky as if you want to own it.
“I know and I understand it, I just want you to know I’m here to support and love you always”
You looked at me after I said those words. “Keito, if one day I can’t hold on anymore…can you released me with this hurt that’s killing me?”
I just simply smiled and hugged you, for now I’ll be contented by your side, for now I’ll be your friend but I’m hoping one day you’ll be happy and continues to smile like how you used to.
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Yuto’s on his way home from Yamada’s house, he’s thinking why for all those years he’s with Yamada, why can’t he make the guy return his feelings. He’s getting tired of everything, he really wanted Yamada to acknowledge him as his boyfriend but he doesn’t understand why the guy kept on loving Chinen. It’s been five years now, five years and still Yamada continues to love that boy. He then looked at the sky, there are no stars visible that night, and it somehow makes the atmosphere gloomy. He just smiled and continued his journey.
He’s crossing the street already when an unexpected thing happened. A truck is in fast pace and it’s getting closer to him. He can’t move, he wanted to run but he can’t. He’s thinking about Yamada…
After a minute, all he can hear is the beep of the truck and he lost his consciousness.
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Yamada woke up feeling bothered by something. It looks like something bad had happened. He just shrugged it and decided to take a shower. He’s thinking of what happened yesterday. How can he be like that? He knows that he already have Yuto but every time he see Chinen, he can’t control his self. He wanted Chinen to love him back, and knowing that its impossible makes his heart break. Is this what Yuto’s feeling for all these times?
He decided that maybe he can try, he can try to look for Yuto than Chinen, and he will try to love him. Maybe he can show a little affection to the boy who loves him so much.
A/N. an update~ yesh!! >3< I gonna update Waiting for Destiny and Believing you later~ *again forgive my grammatical error*
Keito appeared~ and he will appear agaiiiinnnn~ fufufufufufu~
Wait for the next chapters~ /evil grins
Oh let's talk about Jpop Festival last Sunday~ It's so much fun!! /jumps around~ Well I'm at the booth lurking around~ lalalala~ There's so many fans who attended and it makes me so happyyyy!! >////<
We played Jenga *O* and I always ended up being the loser and as a result my face is full of lipstick *penalty* but!! I won't let it I also dragged others and put lipsticks on them..
and there this certain young guy, he is covering *dance group* Nakajima Kento of Sexy Zone~ they danced and did you know he already got lottsa fangirls~ >3< He's a mixture of Shori and Sou~ and yes he's cute. I was laughing hard because lottsa girls are taking his picture~ I also have~ do you wanna see him? hahahahaha XDD
I talked too much~ >//////<
Comments are loved~ /hugs everyone~
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Date: 2012-03-14 02:50 am (UTC)Hehe..mine is tiny, my daddy's is huge~! But no one in my family has a regular sized one. XD
GOSH DARNIT DAI-CHAN. /jealous beyond belief.
My second rival in being cutesy..why are they all guys?!Uwah~ ...but...Takaki as Wendy is kind of.../shiversInoo-chan is a stick. o__o
I wonder if he likes sweets or food food...I sure hope it's food food 'cause if it's sweets then there is something going on with him that women in this world would like to know.
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Date: 2012-03-14 04:48 am (UTC)My Dad's laptop is a regular size, mine is tiny too~ my don't even know how computer works XDD
Ohh..Takaki as Wendy...O____________O
okay Daiki is not peterpan!! He's Takaki's chibi penguin!!
He gained lot of weight recently~ He likes everything~
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Date: 2012-03-14 05:16 am (UTC)I got used to a smaller screen and keyboard so when I use my dad's I'm like "WAHHH CAN'T TYPE. WAHHH I CANT SEE THE WHOLE SCREEN!" xD
...yeah...that ruined it. XD
It's..kind of...scary.
/nods. Let's stick with that. /shivers.
...but he's still a stick. /cough.
Didn't he say that on that one show? Oh ho, Ari..way to be specific. He said he wanted to join Johnny's for good food, ne?
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Date: 2012-03-14 08:08 am (UTC)It's really hard~ and the keyboard letters is far O_O
I can't imagined it O______O /nightmare.
It Domoto Kyoudai show? yesh he said that~ he loves food too much..but curse him, he's still too sexy >_
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Date: 2012-03-14 02:15 pm (UTC)Un! I was typing but my hands were too used to the small keyboard so I kept messing up. xD
...just don't, Fhaymama, you might have nightmares you the rest of your life. Dx
Ah~! That's the one!
That's cause food is yummy. -u-
I feel as though I could pick him up and throw him...he's so skinny. o__o
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:02 am (UTC)Yesh!! That's true.. I was like "Oh oh, so many mistakes".
I think I will have...Takaki in a fairy costume!! XDDDDDDD BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Yesh, they are meant to tempt people! >__<
Yabu is skinnier, I wonder if he still eats. XDDD
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:07 am (UTC)Hamster are cutterrrr~<3
Mhmm~! I was tying...err...I forgot what I was typing but I was typing and at the end I noticed I spelled like everything wrong. ;A;
THAT'SSCARYYY~/gets a an & whacks Takaki..
/runs
They are, ne~ Oh..cheese, Yabu is just..he's a branch. XD HE BETTER EAT! I'm sure Hikari-chan and Kei-chan ate all his food though..
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:24 am (UTC)Chinen is cute but Ryutaro is cuter? XDD
Because we're used to our own! XDD
/distracting Takaki...put a half naked Dai-chan in front of him!
Maybe he's satisfied looking at HikaNoo eating his food O__O /shoves food in Yabu's mouth.
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Date: 2012-03-15 02:50 am (UTC)Chii ish cuter, though, ne~ But Ryuu-tan is sexy. x3
Bakaki is a hentaiiii~ Fufufu~
...maybe he is...kind of weird..but...y'know...it's Yabu. XD /shoves a cake in Yabuchii's mouth. x3